Ballad Breakdown: The Distillers’ ‘The Hunger’ is a Poignant Conversation with the Specter of Love

“The Hunger” showcases The Distillers’ frontwoman fanning the flames of loss as she teeters on the precipice of moving on. 

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Written by Lyndsey Segura

Photo courtesy of Brody Dalle

The Distillers’ 2003 Coral Fang album cover features a sketch of a faceless woman with arms open wide in surrender. Trails of blood gush from her side like a sizzling firework and bright crimson colors the desolate black-and-white cover. As the macabre artwork suggests, images of death, doom, and deconstruction are littered throughout Coral Fang’s 11 tracks. Frontwoman Brody Dalle frequently uses blood imagery in her lyrics to address the transformatively painful quality of her experiences. Coral Fang climaxes with “The Hunger,” exhibiting Dalle at her most vulnerable as she relives the resentful split from her partner through heavy riffs and pounding drums. 

The band’s third and final album drains Dalle’s festering wound inflicted by a turbulent failed marriage. The opening track “Drain the Blood” demonstrates the Australian native’s “shattered faith” in human goodness as she untangles herself from a bitter past. An apt preview for the album’s first half, Dalle dissects her visceral grief through grim suicidal imagery in an extreme effort to sever ties to her ex-lover. The record’s stirring sixth track “The Hunger” captures Dalle shedding old skin in a somber conversation with her phantom lover, salting her wound one last time as she parts ways with the tempestuous past. 

“The Hunger” showcases Dalle’s signature sensual vocals as well as her range, oscillating between softly stripped singing and haunting, crackling pleas. In an album cluttered with graphic imagery and obscure metaphors, the sixth track likens the singer’s relationship with an ex-lover to a debilitating drug addiction. True to the punk rock love song tradition, masquerading lovers as all-consuming substances, the then 24-year-old harkens back to when her ex tempted and taunted her with , “hungry eyes / they stare at me, I know, I know.” With vague language reminiscent of justifying haphazardly falling back into old habits, the singer’s shaky vocal cadence portrays a poignant ambivalence in her choices. Smothered by comfortable familiarity, Dalle’s desperate pleas for her lover to stay simultaneously convey anguish and cathartic release.  

Dalle belts “Don’t go!” between verses as her voice cracks and dissolves into thumping drums and a distorted guitar. The Fitzroy native’s grief is palpable; the sting of her shrieks echoes the physical “wave of pain” she references in the first verse. As she comes to understand the relationship’s doom, the singer urges her then-partner to “hold onto the memory” while they pioneer new lives. Dalle addresses her lover’s phantom in a full-bodied tone as she melodically sings, “I know you’ll be there to soak up blood lost.” Wounded by the volatile relationship, Dalle knows her ex-husband is only an arms-length away if she ever wanted to reach out, yet as the album’s most transformative track, “The Hunger” illustrates her persisting onward with only a lingering impression of her previous love. 

Flowing into the predominantly instrumental bridge, the solemn bass mournfully reverberates as the drums increase in tempo. Shrouded by the increasing intensity of the instruments, Dalle faintly inserts a weak “I miss you.” As the song culminates and the drums ease up, the vocalist mutters a final “I miss you” in a sullenly resigned tone. Dalle’s ambivalence is painfully familiar to those who have experienced the gravity of loss, mirroring the rocky road to acceptance and self-restoration. Frequently invoking her “blood loss” in the chorus, the punk rock frontwoman emerges from the relationship tattered and scathed as her fresh wound purges her of the past. Dalle’s blood loss testifies to the violence of a stifling relationship, taking on a dual significance in song form as she peels back the scab, exposing the gash in an effort to make sense of her suffering.    

Twenty years have passed since The Distillers released their final album before disbanding. Beneath the gory imagery and Dalle’s impenetrable exterior, Coral Fang conveys the lead singer’s metamorphosis as she revisits the death of her marriage and painstakingly gathers the scattered shards of her self-worth. “The Hunger” is a timeless expression of emergent life after death imbued with the despair and ambivalence of shedding the past’s worn skin.